PAIN

When I try to forget, 

you remind me I'm alive. 

You speak

through the nerve endings in me, 

insistent in your melody,

head ringing in caustic harmony.

You slip through my lips in long

ragged sighs,

your toenails tearing at the sides 

of my cheeks as you drag your feet.

It’s hard to believe that I’ll 

ever be free of your

nightly symphonies.

You don’t care who’s in first chair,

so long as they pull my strings.